so basically today i went to my cousins grad party, and then steven was like ‘oh we should hang out with albie because he’s going back soon’. albie is our italian foreign exchange student friend, and i was like yeah ok sure just as long as we’re not partying because i’m not taking care of him. and steven’s like no, lets go to the movies! so i pick up albie because he’s staying like a couple blocks away, and we drive to steven’s and then go to the movies. we decide to see dark shadows and then like 10 minutes into it krista comes and she’s all mad because her aunt is apparently saying that she has to go home for the summer and that’s a ton of family drama that i don’t want to get into. then after the movie we decide to meet michael at steak and shake and she’s like ‘he totally wants me’ and i’m just like stop it ok please stop that’s michael. which i guess why i’m a little salty is because i still find him attractive? ugh i don’t know. whatever. a lot of inside jokes were made tonight and i still had a lot of fun and now i’m freaking tired
tonight was a ‘what the hell happened’ kind of night
but everyone was sober
how does that even happen?
i have my cousin’s graduation party in an hour and i’m laying in bed with no pants on and blankets and falling asleep
“It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right. I hope you had the time of your life.”
chris dared me to throw my cap up so that it gets stuck up on the light fixtures
he might camo or duct tape his cap
i’m gonna lol so hard if he does
throughout everything i think he’s going to be one of the people that i miss the most, even though we haven’t been close in like a year
oh my god guys i graduate tonight
it’s really hitting me
holy crap
it’s actually happening
i just got back from graduation rehearsal and omg it’s actually happening
it’s kind of sinking in but not really
this is crazy
i’ve got to go to bed
seriously i’m so tired. like i’m so tired that i don’t want to go to bed. but i’ll just get sick and cranky and yeah that wouldn’t be good for GRADUATION tomorrow. tweet me or text me if you need me, you know where to find me. i holla on my phone until i fall asleep so yeah. i’ll update more tomorrow and stuff before graduation.
my last night as a high schooler.
so. weird. so. surreal.
this is it. this is starting a new chapter. and it’s scary as hell but it’s happening and it’s going to be ok.
as many bad moments and hard times have happened this year/really recently i’m just sitting here listening to nicki minaj and not wanting to accept the fact that….i’m almost an adult. i’m out of high school. this is hitting me now.
i’m so tired that i don’t want to go to bed but it’s killing me to stay awake but it’s only 4:30 and i really don’t want to go to bed now because even though i need all of that sleep i don’t want to waste my day
WHAT TO DO
